Hello Traders.

James Orr
Blog 17 - T-Model Trader
Prior to starting
up with Decisive Trading, I had joined up with two other trading businesses.
The first one was akin to a snake oil salesman experience, which required the
cancelling of credit cards in order to remove myself from the “quit at any
time” trading site.
Being
philosophical about it all, I chalked it up as experience (with a few quiet
grumblings on the side).
The second was an
Australian based trader whose methods are based upon longer timeframes, mainly
the daily and 4 hour. As my first snake oil learning was like a passing shower,
I was still very much in my infancy as I made my way around the lessons,
articles and forum postings on the 2nd attempt of the trading
learning curve.
My time spent
reading and following the postings on the forum was of great interest as
everything was just so new and fascinating. The more time has passed, the more
I tend to have snippets of memories of comments regarding trades pop into mind.
It was a very
active site, with many participating traders posting comments, observations and
of course their trades. In reflection, there were two traders that I can now recall
more vividly than others. They did in hindsight encapsulate two very different
personalities in and around trading that I didn’t really see clearly at the
time.

This was my first
major trading reality check.
Forum Guy 1.
One day he posted
a screenshot of a forex pair, with a few squiggles drawn pointing in a
southerly direction. It was though the comment that he wrote that is the one
that really grabbed my attention.
He had written
with the chart….. “This baby is going to sink like a stone”.
In my naivety, I
saw these words and attached them visually to the big arrow on the chart that
he had drawn. In my imagination, I could only perceive how many pips that arrow
was covering and how fast that stone was going to go, putting together a “wooooooo”,
this guy is so in the know and about to make a fortune.
Given my general
bee line for impatient trading, I am in reflection amazed I didn’t jump on
board with his great enthusiasm and place a trade on his knowing. I do recall
making sure I follow this currency pair to watch with admiration as this “baby”
did its plunging and with this conformation I could then trade along with him
into the future and bucket the big ones.
As you may well
have guessed, this “baby” actually took off like a missile launch and nothing
like the Titanic. Strangely, although I missed the realization at the time,
there was no follow up from this guy about that trade. Not a word.
A few weeks went
by and then he reappeared with another …..“This sucker is going thru the roof”.
Sadly for him, that trade was the stone he wanted in the first one and so this
pattern was repeated over and over.
Forum Guy 2.
The first thing
about this person that was notable was that he was from Kyrgyzstan, a place
that doesn’t come on to my radar screen at all really. His comments thou were
the opposite of the first guy. He would post something like…. “Bear pin at
structure in line with trend”. That was
basically all he would write. At first I read these and would think….
“Yep….what about it”.
A few days later
he would post a comment that would say something like….. “Closed for + 2.5
R/R”. And so, this pattern repeated over and over.
At that point of
time in my trading, Guy 1 was so appealing, simply because of the language
being used. As I was at the time a trading weakling, it was all bravado and
very addictive.
Guy 2 was
abstract. I didn’t really understand what he was writing. Were they trade
suggestions? Was he merely pointing something out? What was interesting in
hindsight is that he wasn’t making any suggestion to what price was going to do
and that was highly challenging for me. I so needed to have someone just tell
me!
Although Guy 1
was writing in a particular way, it was me who was reading, processing and
giving meaning to those words. The reality was that this person wasn’t actually
doing anything to me and it was my own personal psychology that was placing a
value judgment upon it. When I placed the value of “certainty” as an overlay to
his language in the postings, for a brief moment I fell into the belief that
these trade suggestions were defying the reality of probabilities.
Even though I was
seeing the repeated pattern of trade failures from Guy 1, the notion of fear
within me was sufficient enough to fall into the belief that this guy knew and
hence would bring safety to my trading.
Likewise, I was
watching Guy 2 post these short comments and constantly having wins. He baffled
me simply because there was no predictive language.
One day, another
person responded to a Guy 1 comment when he posted yet another… “This mother is
going to explode”.
The comment was….
“Trade what you see”. That was it.
I clearly
remember sitting there and reading that over and over, as thou I was somehow
missing the intended meaning, yet simultaneously sensing something quite
profound.
Interestingly,
Guy 1 was never to post again after that comment whilst I was there.
It was in
retrospect, a really significant learning, but one that has taken a long time
to truly understand. Guy 2 was just posting what he saw and had no prediction
attached. It was short and simple and often successful from a trade placement
perspective.
Guy 1, I
speculate was infatuated by his own self- belief in knowing the trading future
and needed to show off this perceived power of being right.
One of the many
challenges I have faced is related to this scenario. I have coined the term
“Bias blindness” in order to give me a point of reference in order to tackle
this. I have it printed off and pinned up on a notice board in front of me,
reminding that it is an issue that I need to be aware of.
It shows up in
two ways.
Firstly, when I
look at a chart, there is that part within me that is still in the grip of fear
of being wrong about a trade entry. As such, my internal mechanisms are always
seeking security and subconsciously making assessments to assist in gaining
that illusional safety.
I have often (unconsciously)
looked at a chart and imprinted a belief of what it is going to do. Like Guy 1,
I want to be right and have swallowed a bias without really knowing.
Fundamentally from there on, I am not taking in what I am seeing.
The 2nd
part of this bias is whilst being in a trade and completely being oblivious to
multiple signals that price is showing signs of moving against me. This is why
I call it “bias blindness”. I am really not trading what I am seeing and locked
into trading what I desire. My desire for the outcome is overwhelming any
ability to respond as it unfolds. I have
lost count the number of times I have watched the review videos and gone… “Why
did I not see that”?
This all came
crashing home from a comment by James in the interviews a while back. He stated
about setting alarms on zones and fundamentally detuning from a candle by
candle engagement. He said that he knew what he wanted to see at a particular
zone and simply waited for that to unfold.
I remember
reading that and thinking how uncluttered and peaceful that seemed to be. How
free of the constant analysis, anxiety, tension and stress and so on that I
seem to have accompanying me in my trading.
It was when I
read that, my memories of the two forum guys came back to me. In my
understanding, Guy 2 was responding to the reality unfolding in front of him
and had such a simple clear approach. I see the same thing when watching the
live trade videos that James posts, in that it always seems so uncluttered.
I have this
disturbing feeling within me as I sit here and reflect upon this notion, as I
can sense my mind wanting to fight this concept of simplicity, to continually make
this way more complex than it need be.
It appears to me
that this default within me to complexity within trading is in many ways like
Guy1. If it is complex and by extension I am the one who “knows”, then I must
be a genius hey! In the meantime whilst this is happening, trade after trade,
elegant in their inherent simplicity continue to unfold.
Interesting!
Till next time…
T-model
Excellent blog, I can totally identify with "bias blindness" I too have been in a trade where it is glaringly obvious that it is going against me ( the signals would be a perfect entry for a long for example and I am short ) but no, my subconscious is telling me otherwise, ignore it, it's not right, then I wonder why I am so frustrated when it is a loosing trade, it is a very complex thing is the mind :) I have really enjoyed your blogs T-model, great work :)
ReplyDeleteThanks Jane. I relate to that frustration you mention....and yes....tricky little bugger that thing called "mind"!!!!
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