Hello Traders.
I am starting something a little bit different today after speaking with T-Model Trader. I came to realise that I have never really opened up about my own trading (and life in general) outside of the blog posts I create. That means they are always things I think about, rather than allowing someone to interview me and put questions to me that they find useful/helpful.
Over the next few weeks, I will be posting up the interview conducted with T-Model Trader. There were no rules for this, and he was able to ask me whatever he wanted to. Some of the questions naturally lead to others, and some are out with the trading remit.
I hope you enjoy it!
James Orr
T-Model – Question 1

However, like "fear and greed" there is
that other challenging twin called "trust and doubt". What I am
starting to see is a distinct lack of trust regarding my assessments and
because of this I am then not following through with that plan.
So I am wanting to ask you about the early stages
in your development of the Decisive trading method. In that time, as you were
pulling it altogether, I am assuming that the "trust and doubt"
factor must have been a present emotional state for you as well.
What did you do to overcome this?
James Orr
I think with trading, we go through cycles of
emotional states depending on whether we are having a run of wins or a run of
losses. It is very easy after a run of winners to become somewhat euphoric and
for the little voice in your head to chirp up with things like – ‘This is easy.
I’ve finally mastered it.’
Similarly, it is just as common after a run of
losses to think – ‘I can’t do this. I’m a failure. I’ll never make a good
trader.’
Both are as damaging as the other. The euphoria
leads you to lower your standards and believe that you truly are a master
trader and have a secret knowledge of the market… And the market happily
punishes you.
After the losses, you begin hesitating and avoiding
perfectly good trades. What happens is you skip the ones that would have worked
perfectly and you jump in on the trades that lose. It is like a self-fulfilling
prophecy. You think you’re going to lose and your hesitation compounds the
losses.
There are two ways to overcome this:
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Develop a very good understanding of what you are
doing. I back test until it feels like my eyes are going to bleed. The reason
is that I begin to see the natural ebs and flows of the trading system. I can
see how the losses come and yes, there can be runs of them and it doesn’t mean
it is my fault. I can also see there are runs of winners and no, it isn’t
because I am a trading God. This allows me to trust the system and focus on the
methods, removing ‘myself’ as much as possible.
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The second is simply by reducing risk. If you’re
suffering stress especially, it is because the losses are too large. Reduce the
money you are risking and it goes a long way to helping you relax and focus on
the charts, not the money. A lot of beginners fall into the trap of believing
they need to risk a lot to make a lot. What actually happens is they lose a
lot, and usually all of it. Build slowly. The foundations hold the structure
you want to build on top, so make sure your trading foundations are solid.
T-Model – Question 2
It sounds to me then that your personal progression
as a trader and by extension the development of your trading plan wasn't the
"singular great leap forward" but one of a series of graduations?
You mention the ebbs and flows of the trading
system. I am thinking here about those people who become the truly great sport
stars. The ones that seem to be able to do things above and beyond the general
players (who are very good in themselves).
I am interested as to whether this trading
understanding is purely an outcome of the "bleeding eyes" back
testing, or could there be other factors involved?
Do you think that instinct exists in trading?
Or is that just a term for not following the
trading plan?
James Orr
This is a difficult one to answer, because I don’t
want to mitigate the hard work that goes into learning to trade, or the very
real belief I harbour that anyone can become a trader.
I don’t look at it as though there is an ‘instinct’
as such. I suppose I look at it more in terms of what people describe as
‘natural talent’, but I have a very different way of looking at said ‘natural
talent.’
For me personally, I don’t like the way people say
things like – ‘I wish I were as naturally talented as him/her’. Or ‘It’s easy
for them, they have a natural talent.’ You usually see that associated to sport
stars or musicians, but it fails to come close to the reality.
‘Natural Talent’ comes with a heck of a lot of hard
work. It is helped because, to develop that level of understanding, you need to
have a passion for what you are doing. That in turn helps with the development
because like I said with the ‘bleeding eyes’ statement, it takes a monumental
amount of work. However, if you have a passion, the work doesn’t seem like
work. It’s enjoyable, in a sadistic, want to cry, curl up and make it all go
away at times sort of way.
So I don’t think I have a natural instinct, but I
do think I have learned and evolved to have a very in depth understanding of
what I am doing and what the markets are telling me at any given time.
It’s a series of graduations or small steps,
sometimes so small that you feel like you’re standing still. But the more you
work, the more of that ‘natural talent’ you seem to develop.
The trading plan is key, because it helps to remove
the emotional aspect of trading. If you know what you’re supposed to be doing
each step of the way, all you need to do is learn to ignore the internal
chatter of your mind. If you don’t know
what you’re supposed to be doing at all times, then that chatter mixes in with
confusion and you are onto a sure fire way for blowing your trading account.
The reality is that most people are lazy. They
don’t like to admit it, but they are. We have a natural tendency for it. We
seek the easy way, the one that expends the least energy. So steps are skipped
and shortcuts are searched for.
In life we see the result as people giving up on
things – ‘I decided I didn’t want to learn guitar’ or, ‘I didn’t study enough
for my exams’.
In life you can skip along like that without too
much damage occurring. But if you bring it to trading, it will tear you and
your balance sheet apart.
T-Model – Question 3
There are so many great points in your answers that
my challenge here is to not get tangled up in wanting to explore every theme.
It is thou the last two sentences that seems to
encapsulate the essence of the nature of trading development.
As you state, that it is possible to "skip
along" in life and manage to not get beat up by the process. However,
trading has this immediate effect and the mere whiff of complacency will get
the trader clobbered.
You have mentioned bits and pieces regarding your
trading evolution, however I would like to understand the period of time prior
to the outcome of the present trading plan.....before the bleeding eyes.
Did you go through the usual array of experiences
and challenges that most people seem to undertake in their trading
journey? Did you get torn apart?
I am wondering if this stage might be a necessary
one in order to take that step forward?
James Orr
The answer is absolutely, positively yes!
The markets took me to the cleaners. They left me a
jittering wreck and severely out of pocket.
I jumped onto training courses from anyone who made
it look easy and who showed large winning trades. I spent thousands on the
courses and mentorship and then flushed thousands more down the proverbial
toilet trying to follow their methods and their – financial freedom in X days –
guarantees.
After that I went it alone and it took a long time
before improvements started. I would say a year before I would have called
myself competent, and another year before consistency came along.
As sadistic as it sounds, I did actually enjoy that
period however. Not at the time, but looking back I can see how valuable it was
for me not only in trading but in life in general. I was a servant to my
emotions – fear, greed, anger etc. – and that really troubled me. I would sit
down with one aim and then do completely the opposite because of those
emotions.
Without getting too off track, it really made me
evaluate ‘life’ and ‘me’. I began asking myself things like –
‘Well, if I want to do something but cannot control
myself and do the opposite, who or what is really in charge of me?’
It was
troubling in that I seemed to have no control over myself whilst at those
charts and I tore myself up about it. However it also made me more determined
to get control of myself.
That’s
when the real progress started. I threw myself at the task and worked - really
really worked. I realised that there were going to be no shortcuts. No one was
going to help me. It was quite freeing in a sense – I felt for the first time
that it was all up to me. If I failed it was on me.
I lost
all sense of ‘life’ during that time. I just worked. On the charts, studying,
reading, meditating, and anything else that I could.
I used to
work 10 hour days and then come home, shower and begin my ‘real’ work (that of
learning to become a trader) until I couldn’t keep my eyes open.
I can’t
stress this point enough to beginners – even with that level of commitment, it
took me two years. Understand that and allow yourself the time. You either
commit to succeeding, or you will become
one of the statistics who blow everything.
fantastic post, unbelievably refreshing to read :D Hats of to the pair of you, job well done!
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DeleteThanks for the blog guys, really a mind opener...great job!
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